Show me a way

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I have spoken to you in moments of despair, and you have guided me. I have wished for trifles, for fleeting moments of happiness, and you've made that happen. Numerous times. I have cried to you in those sad moments, and you've always brought me a reason to smile.

 But when the big moments go wrong, and all lights of hope seem shut off, it's still easy to lose hope. Trust becomes unaffordable.

 Against my wishes, I'm losing hope again. Worse still, I'm losing trust.

 Show me a way. Don't have me give up on you.

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